Half Wishing

I feel you running in my head
And I think it won't be long
Before the water from my eyes spill upon my pillow
Call it frustrating call it insane
Why we long for something bigger than us
As I look outside my window I look into your name,
it's written in the stars that fill the emptiest of nights

If I could find a way to get to you
You know I will be free
From the loneliness that haunts me like your killer melodies
But the more I try to reach you the more I start to see
There's nothing I can do but wait here. Â wishing..

I'll try to hate you if I could maybe that'll make me strong
I can break you if I want to